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by ~XxDmitriaxX, May 6, 2013, 7:13:12 PM
Literature / Poetry / Romantic / General / Songs & Lyrics

VERSE ONE:
I love the way that you laugh
And the way your face lights up the room
When you smile that smile
That makes my heart feel whole again

PRE-CHORUS:
And I’ve waited a while to see you smile
But hearing your voice, against the noise
Oh, the feeling that I get
When you get inside my head

CHORUS:
But now I look up and see you
Just not the same as before
I know that we’re just classmates
But I want something more

VERSE TWO:
And I love the way that you talk
The way you play those little mind games
With your big, bright blue eyes
That make me lose my train of thought
And you’re like a picture, like a work of art
You’re like nothing I’ve ever seen
And if I’m still asleep, just keep letting me dream

PRE-CHORUS:
And I’ve waited here, for you my dear
Losing myself in your slowing breaths
Oh, the feeling that I get
Oh Garrett, will you get inside my head again?

CHORUS:
But now I look up and see you
Just not the same as before
I know that we’re just classmates
But I want something more

BRIDGE:
And we drive away in separate cars
Separate buses, severed hearts
I know that I can’t have you, even if I tried
But Garrett, I still want you
And if you had the chance, would you want me, too?

CHORUS:
But now I look up and see you
Just not the same as before
I know that we’re just classmates
But I want something more

END:
Something more or something less
Either way, I won’t rest at all tonight

Here. I just don't care anymore

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BusesVERSE ONE:
I love the way that you laugh
And the way your face lights up the room
When you smile that smile
That makes my heart feel whole again

PRE-CHORUS:
And I’ve waited a while to see you smile
But hearing your voice, against the noise
Oh, the feeling that I get
When you get inside my head

CHORUS:
But now I look up and see you
Just not the same as before
I know that we’re just classmates
But I want something more

VERSE TWO:
And I love the way that you talk
The way you play those little mind games
With your big, bright blue eyes
That make me lose my train of thought
And you’re like a picture, like a work of art
You&rsqBuses by ~XxDmitriaxX

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HelplessINTRO:
Alright, maybe I’m still hurting
Even though I’m trying not to let you see it
And okay, I’m still a loser
A loser that you look down upon

VERSE ONE:
And so yeah, thought I wanted this freedom
I thought I wanted this numbness
Yes, maybe I’m still angry
Still trying not to fall, trying to get by

CHORUS:
So stuck, so small inside
I cannot help but feeling helpless
Next to you
I’ve never had this kind of choice
Until the day I lost you

VERSE TWO:
Fine, the time has killed this part of me
The part that let me feel
And fine, I might still feel you
And need you, and want you
And love you, and hate you
And eveHelpless by ~XxDmitriaxX

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MissingVERSE ONE:
You had a smile that could light up the room
I had a broken heart that reached out to you
You had weary eyes that still shined bright
I had some life inside that started this whole fight

PRE-CHORUS:
So maybe I will rest my head
And try to get some sleep
‘Cause life’s too short to only
Sit around and weep

VERSE TWO:
I had a ticket for a plane to take me away
I didn’t know you’d be giving up the fight that day
I know you said it, but I didn’t quite feel it myself
I didn’t start it but I knew you needed help

PRE-CHORUS:
So maybe I will rest my head
And try to get some sleep
‘Cause life&rMissing by ~XxDmitriaxX

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Dead to the World: The Last WishDead to the World: The Last Wish

My blood was frozen in my veins as I lay in the snow. I closed my eyes and tried not to let the tears come out. I had to grow up. What I was doing was acting like a little child? I made a choice to join Yagoda Russky, and I couldn’t go back now. I knew what I was getting into when I said yes to Vladimir. I knew the kinds of things I would have to do, so why did it surprise me so much that I’d just been given orders to kill one of my best friends?

* * *
Miss Holhakov,

Your first order of business for the week is to take out Mister Dmitri Vladimirovich Rimsky. Your ability to do so shall detDead to the World: The Last Wish by ~XxDmitriaxX

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Will it Get Better?It's as if you can't win no matter what you do.
No matter who you try to make happy, not everyone will be satisfied.
Not your friends, your family, your beloved, and most importantly, not even yourself.
It's not fair, but neither is life; and it'll continue to become more difficult because that's the world we live in.
A world where you can never catch a break, and when you finally think you have, it's a brief moment of relief until the next roller coaster comes at full speed ahead, already making it's way to screw you over a little more than the last ride did.

And Everyday becomes more difficult than the one prior. You begin to question howWill it Get Better? by ~xPaintMeEnvy

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HoldI'm putting you
On hold.
I'm sorry to
But I must.
To talk to you
After all we have been through
Would crumble me
To dust.
I'm putting you
On hold
And driving away.
I'm going to hide in the ocean
Find comfort in the waves
And taste the salt on my tongue
And love you from affar.
I'm not doing this
from anger.
Not because of hate.
But because of
The confusion
And pain.
Because if we talk,
I know that our
Worlds
Will never be
The same.
I don't know what I would do
If the world kept spinning
And the birds kept singing
And the heart kept loving
And you kept leaving.
So
I'm putting you
On hold.Hold by ~BitterSweetNerd

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And That's Wrong.You're fat.
Or maybe you're
Anorexic...
I don't know.
But you're not perfect.
And that's wrong.

You're ugly.
Or maybe you're
Fake...
But you're not perfect.
And that's wrong.

You're quiet.
Or maybe you're
Obnoxious...
But you're not perfect.
And that's wrong.

You're you.
Or maybe you're
like everybody else?
Well.
You're not perfect.

And that's wrong. And That's Wrong. by ~MikkiMarie

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Don't Trust Me - 3OH3 by ~WeirdFlamingPanda

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by ~XxDmitriaxX, 22 hours, 43 minutes ago
Journals / Personal

I hate this. I would so much rather be numb than crying over a stupid player like Steven anyway. God, I really don't want to like him, but I can't help it....And Garrett doesn't seem to have the slightest clue that I exist....I don't want to be here. I don't want to go to the doctor this weekend...I don't want to be in love with the wrong person and dying at the same time. I've been so sick lately because I have caused potentially serious damage to my liver, and now I don't care about life anymore, and people ask me "Oh what's wrong?" and then I run away saying I'm fine. With me I now have to avoid that question at all costs, and the "what are you thinking about" question. Naw, do you really want to know that I am thinking about what everyone is going to do after I DIE? This can't be happening...My heart can't be so full of life and death at the same time, and I shouldn't have let him kiss me dammit...

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